Someone asked me once why I changed my name on msn so much, and why it's always lyrics. I told them that it's always exactly how I feel... in song. So you can pretty much always tell how I'm feeling just by looking at my name. Handy, isn't it? If I had my way, whenever i wanted to say anything to anyone, I would just start rambling lyrics from songs. If I wanted to yell at someone, maybe some Linkin Park would come out, or if I was really sad, maybe Ender. However, if you were to come up to me right now and ask how I was, I might say something like this, actually I might shout something like this:

This is the first thing I remember, now it's the last thing left on my mind... i'm so lost, i'm barely here, I wish I could explain myself, but words escape me. It's too late to save me, you're too late, you're too late.

music. stockholm syndrome - blink 182