Wednesday, January 03, 2007
      Just a short one to say what's up. Not home very much lately. I forgot what it was like to be in a relationship where the other person likes you just as much as you like them! You're never alone, you want to be spend every waking moment with them! But I'm trying to keep my head about it. Things are going really well and we're taking it SUPER slow. By my standards, at least, haha! We're crazy about each other, but I'm being really careful. I don't want to go where I went last time so, yeah, I'm being careful. This year has started out with lots of new things, so everything is just looking up. New wonderful person in my life, new situation at work that's going to make it a lot better, baby on the way for my best friend... life is good. Really really good. My new years resolution is to get on with SG, so I'm still working hard on that. Bought some stuff today to use.
      So we'll just close it up here. Things are going really good. I am happy and content for the first time in a long time. I'm not looking back on the thing that fucking tore me up last year. I realized even though he had forgiven me, I haven't forgiven him yet. I hadn't realized that I harboured so much resentment. And I'm not ready to go there yet, so for now, I'm going to put it out of mind. I'm gonna go experiment with my new lights. See you kids later. PS. I wish I was in a band...
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