Monday, November 13, 2006
fifteen

      Everyone is doing that fifteen thing again, so I decided to jump on the bandwagon. Again. I'm pretty sure I said something about a bandwagon the last time I did this. This is hard, I'm at twelve here, and running out of people who are worth writing about. So here goes.

      1. You seem to show up and then disappear for months at a time. But that's alright with me, I don't think I can stand you for too long at one time. You dropped the L-word on me and that's kinda weird. I don't know what it is you want with me. We might be able to be friends, but your lifestyle is a little too crazy for me.

      2. Last time I wrote this, I said I didn't know you very well. I suppose I still don't in a way, but we just kind of understand each other. We ask each other those questions we don't think anyone else can answer. You're always there for a hug and some quick, simple advice. You're a friend, without any of the negative stuff.

      3. Well. You just found out a bunch of "horrible" things about me. You didn't really seem to have much to say. We're very different, you and I. So as long as we're both happy, then that's all that matters. I still love you even though you're "too good."

      4. Known you longer than almost all the people on here. You've always been a true friend, always putting me and everyone else before yourself. Always selfless, to the point where you never get anything done for yourself! I enjoy our new favourite pasttime very much, and I have plans for you and a certain someone.

      5. Well, it's been a difficult long while for us. And I can finally say that we're friends. You can finally take most everything I say as a joke. Quit your damn bad habit!

      6. Haven't known you that long, but it seems like quite a while. Things were going a little fast, so I slowed them down. I'm pretty sure things will never work out in the long run, so what am I looking for right now? Companionship, I guess. You're a cool guy and I like your company, but it seems like someone needs to bring you back to earth.

      7. You left me. And you're not coming back for a long time. Not much to say, but you're the best, we have some crazy memories. You always leave for a while and come back though, so I know I'll be seeing you sometime down the road! I miss you!

      8. You also left me, but I hadn't really been seeing a lot of you anyways. You're going in a totally different direction than me. I don't know what you're gonna want to do when you get back, cause I don't think we're gonna be sharing a lot of the same interests anymore. We'll give it a try. Complete opposites can always balance each other out, right? Don't jump into a certain something when you get back. You're too young, kiddo.

      9. You think we're going to be like this forever. But I don't want that. But, it is better than not knowing you. What you want changes day in, day out. Make sure you're doing what you're doing for the right reasons. You're something huge in my life, so either you're here for the long run, or you're here to teach me an extremely painful lesson. You're always going to have a special place in my heart. You made me a much better person, thank you.

      10. You're fun. We need to hang out more often. You make me laugh.

      11. I wish I found it easier to say no, but I don't like to hurt feelings. I don't really want to hang out with you. You aren't quite picking up on what I'm saying, I guess. I don't like you like that, and if you keep on insisting on trying anyways, after I blatantly told you that, then I'm not going to like you at all.

      12. I see you enough that we aren't friends anymore. You're seriously my brother. Not even "like." You are. That tone of voice you use on me. Yeah, you're family now.

      13. Thanks for the reality checks. You always give me the worst possible outcome, so that when I finally get my answers, they always seem better because I was expecting the worst. You don't need to impress everyone, and believe me, some people can see right through that.

      14. Buddy. You know I care about you so much. I got your back from way way far away. You make me feel good everytime we talk. Seems like everything is just not working out for you lately. But I'll always be here to chat.

      15. It's been a full year! How cool is that? Thanks for an important lesson in growing up. Looking back, I can fully appreciate it, and I harbour no hard feelings. If we're friends someday, that'll be cool, if not, that's just fine too.
music. lips of an angel - hinder

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