Ok. Time for an update. Alyssa leaves tomorrow morning. Me, Loren, Josh, and her are catching the five fifteen ferry outta Tswwassen. Good Lord. That's early. Dunno if I'll even bother going to bed. Maybe Olly will come keep me company? Haha, no, I keep him up late all the time, and the poor guy has school in the morning. Yeah. So on that topic. He's pretty darn cute. And sweet. Did I mention that he's cute? He made me waffles this morning. And I met his dad and his brother. Uhh, yesterday he came with to 70below. Good times. Not used to being there and NOT being under the influence. I guess that's a bad thing. Anyways, so yeah. He's cool.

      Got my half sleeve started. Just got the greylining done cause I was feelin' outta it, and Dave couldn't stop laughing cause the inside of my arm is so tickelish. BUT! I got some of my armpit tattooed right up in the corner, but MOTHERFUCKER! It hurt so bad. Uhh, yeah so it looks pretty good. Can't wait to get some of the black lining done and then some color. That'll happen December 5th. Pretty sweet. Dreadlocks happening on Friday. So stoked. Mt. Washington opens in a little over a month. I am FUCKING excited for that. You don't even know. Opening day? I think so. Olly snowboards, so that's good. A lot better than me, but that's a given haha. I'll try my best to keep up.

      And yeah. Working, partying, looking to move out again. Should get on that. No roommates, cause I wanna live by myself. At least until Alyssa gets back. Maybe pick up a second job. Hangin' out with Olly. I got myself a doctor's appointment on Monday about my weight at the suggestion of everyone plus me. Yeah, it's getting kinda ridiculous. But hey, at least I know right, so don't anyone go thinking I'm trying to look like this. I want to be big and meaty! Snowboarding. Dear sweet baby Jesus, seven pounds, six ounces, let me go snowoarding soon. Ok, I'm gonna start rambling here soon.

      Kayley comes up this weekend for family photos. First ones in like eight or ten years. Maybe I'll post the old ones haha. But yeah, haven't seen her in a while. Should probably pick up her birthday present. Haha.. I'm a terrible sister. I told her to get on giving me some neices and nephews. We'll take some pictures. Woohoo! I saw Damien at the mall today. Hehehe, I love tattooed boys. Speaking of which, I should probably get that done... Uh huh. Fucker. Wish he didn't fuckin' hate me so much. He should probably just get over it and make everyone's lives better. Sorry, if that sounds harsh, buddy. But I don't like coming to work when you're like that.

      In closing. Olly's a babe. I don't know what I want or what I'm looking for. School maybe next year. I dunno. Moving out sounds good. Party? Settle down? Date? I don't knoooow. I hate not knowing what I want. Thought I had a nice little thing going, but well, I guess you never know, right? Should probably start by curbing a certain nasty habit I seemed to have developed. Perhaps Alyssa's absence will help with that. Maybe. 70 this Saturday anyone? Maybe I'll take PHIL. HAHAHAHHAHA, oh God. Life is not what I thought it was gonna be.
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