Alright. So a few things. I tried to send in my photos last night and they're way too big, so I burned em to a CD today and I'll send them tomorrow. Except I was just looking at the information area and it says they get like 3000 applicants a week. I am slightly discouraged. I don't know if mine are good enough. To my discredit, not Christopher's. But we'll try and see how it goes. I was looking at some of the self-shot sets and they seem to be fairly low quality, so maybe I still stand a good chance. We'll find out. I sent Isaac a photo. He didn't say much, hahaha :P

      So, I have to tell you all this amazing this that happened at work today. I was taking a double, and while I'm at one house delivering pizza, I put the other pizza bag on the roof of my car. I get to my next delivery, look in my passenger seat and... no pizza. I figure it probably slipped out right at the first delivery and hope it's not in too bad of shape. So I'm driving back to the other place, and along the way on a MAIN road, I look over and see my pizza bag, laying upside down, in the rain, already having been run over several times. I was suprised it had managed to stay on my car for so long. So I pull over, watch three other cars, run it over, and then I grab it. I look inside. There is some strange mixture of pizza, wings, and brownies. It smells like chocolate. I call the store and tell Cleighton that I need him and Keegan to very discretely remake the order without Chris knowing. We gett'er done and I eventually tell Chris and Loren. They laugh. The end.

      Mk, something I want to say. I am so so sorry to several of my past boyfriends. Specifically the ones I dated when I wasn't over Nathan. Dear Lord, if I caused you half as much pain with my indecisiveness as I am in right now over his, then I apologize. I had no idea how difficult it is to watch as someone day in, day out changes their mind about you. It destroys you, it makes you hard, it messes you up. Life isn't funny anymore. I don't know how those boys put up with me for so long. You know you'd be better off if you just moved on... but you can't. You've got that small chance still, and you can't let go while you still have that. And I finally realize why even if you say something a million times, the person who cares about you just doesn't seem to hear it. Funny the things you learn on the other side of the fence.

      Cause I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak, awake and unafraid, asleep or dead! Ah, My Chemical Romance, your CD is so excellent. I stayed up until five for McDonald's hashbrowns. They were delicious.
music. famous last words - my chemical romance