It feels like everything just got turned upside down. And I am calmy watching it all happen. I'm tired and numb and just here. Everything feels backwards and not normal. Like when you're just about to go through a major change in your life... in regards to the people you hold dear, I suppose. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to feel, or what's really even going on. Everything feels just a little off. I hung out with Phil today. We had breakfast and went to Culture Craze and then to the hospital where we found out he had broken his hand. He has a cast now. He was a little bit different in the way you would be when you are seeing someone for the first time in a long while and you are trying to impress them. But I could tell he was still the same old Phil. And I am a different Tasha. I am so quiet and thoughtful right now. I can barely hear myself speak, and this is strange to me. I feel like I'm watching myself doing things.
music. i slept with someone in falloutboy and all i got was this song written about me - fallout boy