I got my answer last night. Finally. It wasn't the one I wanted I guess, but for some reason I'm calm and even... happy. I'm just glad it's over I guess. No more wondering, I can move on and be done with it. Don't know if we can be friends right off the bat, I guess we'll see how it goes. Hopefully making some new friends anyways :) Alyssa moves to Ontario on November 2nd. That's really sad. But I hope she finds whatever she's looking for. Chris and Loren are leaving for Europe most likely in January. So! I'm gonna need some new snowboarding buddies!

      I keep having the most vived dreams when I sleep. Like full on, I can remember hours and hours or minutes haha of dreaming. It goes on forever like something that actually happened to me the day before. So weird. I wonder if it's something I'm eating before bed... or not eating since I don't really eat or drink anything before bed. Hmm, weird. Ok, wait, I have another idea of what it might be haha, but we won't go there.

      So my half sleeve is coming up on Halloween, so Tuesday of next week, and then dreadlocks appointment is the Friday after that, so wow, I'll be spending quite enough money that week. I want to buy a cheap little tripod for my camera and learn some more about that. I bought a book about glamour shots today but maybe I should stick to learning the basics first. It would be nice if I actually learned to do something right from the beginning. I suppose this could be self taught. I definatly do not have a drum set to teach myself how to do that.

      It really is ridiculous how good of a mood I'm in. I seriously hope it lasts. I've been dealing with it for like the past four months, so maybe I got it all out of me then. I knew it was coming for the past couple weeks, so yeah, maybe/hopefully the worst of it is behind me. Just gotta do a few... things hahaha, but I don't need to rush to get that done.

      Harry came into the store last night while I was working, completely wasted and kept asking me out for Tuesday and I kept saying no, and man, he just did not get it and kept hassling me. Anyways, I still said no, but it was pretty funny. He climbed in my car at one point. Keep in mind that I don't exactly know Harry. Uhh what else? Cleighton wants to do something on Saturday. Hahaha, ah long stories. Josh is trying to avoid me. I want someone to come with me on the third to Vancouver to get my dreads done. It's gonna take all day and I'm gonna be so bored. But sooo happy when they're finally done.

      I've been thinking about moving out again. I want to be by myself, but I can't really afford more than say, five hundred a month rent, so those are few and far between, and I would be so picky about who I lived with if I had a roommate. Anyways, I'll look into that later. I should burn a CD today with all my old favourite songs on it. We moved all of Alyssa's stuff in my garage yesterday and man, she has a lot. It takes up half the garage. I went to AJ's after work on Saturday and that was fun. Didn't stay for very long cause I don't think I know anybody well enough to just hang out after Chris is gone.

      Alright, so these spaces need to be filled. Friend to come with Tasha to Seventy Below most Saturdays, and friends to go snowboarding with. Even my parents are moving. Well, I am twenty, I should be looking at getting outta here anyways. I like Nanaimo, so I'm happy staying in town. Okay, burning a CD, then heading to work alll night.
music. untitled - silverchair