So I just got home from work. Did some major cleaning. I love Chris. We all went dancing on Saturday. It. Was. A. Blast. Holy Crap. That's all I can say about that. Things with Chris are good on the friendship level, I hope it, you know-- goes somewhere soon. It's so hard not being with him. I could live without him, I just really don't want to. Knowing that keeps me knowing I'm not crazy and obsessive or anything. So can't sleep for unnamed reasons right now, so I'm going to entertain you with a survey type thing. Edit: Holy Crap. I just finished that, it's a quarter past four and I'm going to bed... as soon as I'm done my Snickers. Enjoy! I'm sure you'll laugh a little bit if you know me!

PART 1

1. What curse word do you use the most? Fuck.
2. Do you own an iPod? No, I wish. My money's for a truck right now though.
3. Who do you IM the most? Chris, Alyssa.
4. What time is your alarm clock set for? Who needs an alarm clock when you never work until 4pm?
5. How many suitcases do you own? One. Unless the other fifty count as suitcases, but I don't think they do.
6. Do you wear flip flops outside when it's cold out? Yep, but not as much as Alyssa!
7. Are you having a good day? Yep, today and the last several have been mostly great! It's all about choices.
8. What was the last movie you watched? Grandma's Boy. People over thirty being high is weird to me.
9. Do any of your friends have children? No :( I want to be an aunty!
10. Who is your bestfriend? Chris, Alyssa, Josh, and lots of other GREAT friends.
11. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? No, just stuff that keeps me awake all night! But it's not "medication," per say.
12. What cd is currently in your cd player? A mix CD that Janelle made me for my twentieth birthday party. In my car is a mix CD of club music :)
13. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? Dumbest question ever. I think I had two and a half litres of chocolate milk today. 5 cartons.
14. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Yep, I get secrets from all angles!
15. When was the last time someone hit on you? Well, when I was delivering pizza last night, this guy said I had delivered to him a couple days ago and he asked me out. At the gaybar, I gave a girl my phone number cause she was cool... hopefully she doesn't think I'm a lesbian. I'm going to have to avoid Stock Exchangers at all costs now... thanks Kevin.
16. Can you whistle? Yep, sometimes I can do it with the fingers in my mouth too. I can inwards whistle like Jack Black does inwards singing.
17. Who was the last person to text you? Chris, after I sent him a naughty text hehe :)
18. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? I don't doubt it. Probably my closest friends do, but I trust them. It's not usually meant to be hurtful, but sometimes you gotta talk to someone else about problems and whatnot right? I know there is at least ONE jerk who says really horrible things about me, but I just choose to recognize that I'm better than that.
19. Did you watch cartoons as a child? Lots, like Bucky O'Hare, anyone remember that. Rugrats, Muppet Babies. I wish I still had TV. Wait-- does Family Guy count? Then yes.
20. How many siblings do you have? One, Kayley, she's 17, gradded this year. She's a cool sister.
21. Are you shy around the opposite sex? Hell no. Like 98% percent of people I get along with are guys. And the girls that are like... not so girly. I'm only shy if they think there's feelings there and they're really isn't. But even then, shyness is mostly reserved for boyfriend's parents!
22. What movie do you know every line to? Fight Club, the Matrix, Princess Bride! (Yeah, Kayley!)
23. What is the 4th text message on your CELL PHONE? Frazer sent me one that says, "Where you at?"
24. What is your favorite salad dressing? The stuff you put on Greek salad.
25. Do you read for fun? Yes I love books, especially the Time Traveller's Wife, The Chronicles of Narnia, I know this Much is True... let's stop there.
26. Do you do your own dishes? I don't eat at home. I am probably so unhealthy.
27. Have you ever cried in public? Lots, mostly because my heart is hurting... not physically, although lately I guess that would include physically!
28. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop? Desktop.
29. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Um, I don't know of anymore peircings that I want. I have my labret, nose, nipples, unmentionable, industrial, and stretched ears, along with many that I no longer have, so I've covered most of them. I have five tats, one of which has a wonderful guy's name on it. I have a tattoo consultation on the second with Dave at Tranceformations for... my first half sleeve! I am so excited.
30. What is the weather like? Well, it's three thirty in the morning. So Dark, and cold.
31. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? Oh my God, I told Chris I wouldn't marry him UNTIL he had a sleeve... and a neck tattoo right up the front. Oh my LORD, tattoos turn me on way too much. Must stop thinking about Chris. Nah, I'd marry Chris in a heartbeat.
32. Do you have an online journal? This is my blog?
33. When was the last time you slept on the floor? Uhh, don't know. I slept in the backseat of my car not too long ago.
34. How many hours of sleep do you need to function? Fuck, at least twelve or thirteen.
35. Do you eat breakfast daily? Does it count as breakfast if your first meal is at like... 3pm?
36. Are your days full and fast-paced? When I actually get up... yes, I got to work and that's fufilling cause I work with all my best friends. It's great. I love my job and my life.
37. Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class? Yeah, not until grade eleven or twelve English though. My teacher was so shocked cause I had always been so quiet. I went badass in grade twelve, so did Janelle.
38. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of package? I'm a fat person at heart. But I don't think it's ever gonna happen.
39. When was the last time you drove in a car for over 2 hours? I was mad the other day so I went for a drive and got pretty close to Courtney before I turned around.
40. Are you picky about spelling and grammar? Yeah, I correct people's mistakes... maybe that's why nobody likes me?
41. Have you ever been to Six Flags? No, but I love rollar coasters.
42. Do you often dream when you sleep? I dream every night. In color. I remember them every morning. They're usually weird if I had chocolate milk or ice cream before bed.
43. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex? Opposite, but I have a couple girlfriends that fit in with the guys too :)
44. Do you like mustard? Ew, no.
45. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? Usaully on my side, sometimes on my tummy... I thought of a dirty joke.
46. Last person who called you? Alyssa. "OMG WHERE ARE YOU, COME PICK ME UP!!!111 LOL" Hahahhaha, juuuust kidding Alyssa.

PART 2

1) Single, taken or crushin? In the famous words of Jordan Davies, I'm with him, but he's not with me... but it's more than a crush. I'm permanently taken. I'm married in my heart hehe :)
2) Are you happy with where you are? Yeah, things are great. I have a really good foundation. I have Chris ("someday"), wonderful friends, an awesome job, fun on the weekend, and SNOWBOARDING soon!
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I feel like I loved him before we even knew each other. The moment I saw him... there was just something about him. Wish I'd known about the "choices" back then, right Alyssa? So that's a yes, if you didn't get it.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? Yep, worst feeling ever. I hope this one forgives me. In my heart, I know he will choose to someday, because he loves me too. I just wish someday was soon!
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where you find cheating acceptable? Cheating is never okay. If you cheat in your heart, it's just as bad... maybe ever worse. Unfortunately lust is my weakness, and I only just learned, after making the worst mistake of my life, that it's a choice, and I don't have to give into it.
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? It would depend on the person. If it was someone I loved and he was truly sorry, then in a heartbeat. I wouldn't have to think twice.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Yes, but I get the feeling I'm a long ways away from that. It'll happen someday. Good thing I didn't end up going to that wedding with Chris, I would probably have wedding fever BAD!
8) Do you want children? Yes, but not for quite a while, like a good eight years at LEAST. I had baby fever recently... I would make cute little snaggletooth babies. Me and Chris with our lovely teeth, and terrible eyesight... maybe we shouldn't mate.
9) How many? Two at least, but more likely to be three.
10) Would you consider adoption? If I couldn't have kids... but I don't want to think about that. I don't like kids as it stands, so pretty sure they'd have to come outta me to make me like 'em.
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be? When I'm in like midsentance of something completely random, just grab my head and give me sexiest kiss ever.
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? I wouldn't quite call it playing hard to get, but you gotta be a little mysterious and not EASY. Don't make 'em beg. Relationships are based on respect. Playing hard to get with Chris would never work. He doesn't do mind games...
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? I seriously do not even know what the hell that means. Maybe I'm too old for this teenage lingo now?
14) Do you believe love at first sight existsts? Lust certainly does. Not love, because romantic love is a mutual thing. I beleive you can see a certain "something" in someone the first time you see them. You can have a feeling. Like about a kid with longer hair than me and lots of piercings and tattoos...
15) Are you romantic? Always thought I wasn't because I don't like... really absolutely love flowers, but yeah, I'm fucking romantic and I want a guy who is a least a little bit. I would love a guy to learn my favourite song and play it for me, or write me a nice letter, the old fashioned way, or take me out for a candlelight picnic... or watch the Notebook with me in a hayloft while it's raining... Walks in the rain at night and making out on the wet grass in public... that's hot. Definatley would like a litte bit of that.
16) Do you believe you can change someone? No, and I wouldn't want to. People will only change when they want to, are ready to, and decide to.
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be? Uh, I don't know, nothing fancy. Outside on a crisp day in October with all the Fall colors... maybe at Butchart Gardens or something.
19) Do you easily give in when you are fighting? Not at first, fighting CAN be kind of sexy, but not when it's really hurtful. I don't mind going to bed angry. I'll be the first to apologize in the morning.
20) Do you have feelings for someone right now? Yes, the last boy I'm ever going to have these feelings for.. how exciting!
21) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you didn't take advantage of your opportunity? No. Once I had enough confidence in myself, I feel I took advantage of every chance I wanted to take. I have no regrets. Everything that's happened has lead me to now, and I woulnd't want to be anywhere else.
22.) Have you ever broken a heart? Yes, I feel terrile about it... them? I don't know! I don't set out to hurt people!
23.)What will happen if you come home and find another person in bed with your significant other? I don't know. I would probably go and sit in another room and cry. They would... see me eventually if they already hadn't, and I would ask her to leave and then we would have a very important conversation. I wouldn't make a rash decision. I would get to the bottom of the problem.
24.) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other? It would depend on the circumstance. If a girl is saying rude things about him, she's gonna get fucked up. Me raging is not fun, kids. If he chose another girl, I wouldn't fuckin' physically fight her.
25.) What would you say your boyfriend/girlfriend does better now than your last ex and what did your last ex do better than boyfriend/girlfriend now? Hmmm, Chris french kisses really differently, but Chris is better at absolutely everything. I wouldn't settle for a guy. I love everything about Chris.

PART 3:

1. Hometown: Born in Sidney, BC, lived in Nanaimo for most of my life. Nanaimo's my town.
2. Height: 5'1"
3. Hair color: Naturally dirty blonde. Currently dark brown, almost black.
4. Hair length: Just above my shoulders. When it gets there, it's going back into dreads baby!
5. Hair style: Messy bedhead usually. Dreads eventually.
6. Eye color: Blue-Grey.
7. Shoe size: 5 guys...
8. Mood: Right now, content, happy, tired, in love.
9. Sexuality: Straight
10. cell phone: Umm, a black Solo mobile, with the walkie talkie.

PART 4:

1. Have you ever been in love: Yes. Twice.
2. Do you believe in love?: Love is incredible, it's amazing, it's stronger than anything.
3. Why did your last relationship fail?: I ruined it because I made a very bad choice and didn't think out the consequences. He's the right guy though. It will work out for the best. I learned a very important lesson the hard way :(
4. Have you ever been heartbroken?: Yes, a couple of times.
5. Have you ever broken someones heart?: So I've been told.
6. Have you ever fallen for your best friend: No, but Chris became one of my best friends.
7. Are you planning on getting married?: Oh yes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment?: I thought I was because I couldn't seem to stick with one guy, but as I explained, all about the choices. I would make the 'big' commitment in a heartbeat.
9. Would you ever get married to someone of the same sex?: No...
10. Would you ever have sex with someone of the same sex? Again with the no. I'm not homophobic. But I definately like guys. I just happen to like the gaybar okay!?

PART 5:

1. Love or lust?: Love. Love is real. Lust is just... not a good idea. It ruins things.
3. Night or day?: Night, raining, stars, so beautiful.
4. Hook-ups or relationship?: Relationships, long, lasting, loving ones.
5. Tv or internet?: Internet and MSN all the way. Free TV on YouTube!
6. Pepsi or coke?: Chocolate milk?
7. Wild night out or romantic night in?: Wild night out, THEN romantic night in. I love my friends.
8. Saturday or Sunday?: Saturday night which turns into Sunday is ALWAYS a blast.
9. Colored or black and white picture?: Uh, depends on the photo. Color on a white background always looks great. Especially when done by Christophe.
10. Phone or in person?: In person, I'm no good on the phone.