Ok, so I figured I should update, but I'm doing it on Josh's laptop, so it's hard to type and will more thank likely be short. Um, so we went and saw Parker yesterday around two thirty, and the vet told us that she had been having seizures every half an hour, but that they were under control at the moment. She gave her about a fifteen percent chance. She wasn't in any pain because she was so heavily medicated, so we decided to leave the final decision until midnight, when the vert would come in to check on her. She could have brain damage even if she pulled through. So I waited at work, but my mom called at ten thirty to say that Parker had died around eight o'clock, while people were still there. But she didn't feel anything, so she went peacefully. I don't know how to feel about it right now. I cried so much the night before and when we went to see her at two. So I didn't cry very much, but my feelings felt very conflicted. I still don't know how I feel. Just that I keep looking for her for a second when I'm at home before I remember. I feel like I want a puppy and then the next moment, I don't even want any of the animals that we still have. It's weird.

      I suppose I should also follow up everything else. Chris came home, and I was so happy, and things went better than I was expecting. Although I was expecting the worse, so yay! A few of us went to the casino, and I won twelve dollars on the slot machines! Very exciting! Chris won seventy dollars at Black Jack and bought us all A&W afterwards. After that, he dropped me off at home because he was tired, and I told him about the letter, and he said he would come over the next morning, so I could read it to him.

      Next morning, he did come over and I read him the note and we both cried. He said the trip was exactly what he needed, so hopefully that means things are going to work out. I hope they are. Everything was kind of bittersweet, because I was happy, but I was really sad about Parker. I showed him my new outfit... he liked it, and that's all I'm gonna say about that. We cuddled, but that kind of got ruined when my mother came down to tell me we had to go to the vet. We spent some of last night together and just cuddled some more. Not dating yet, but I think and hope things are eventually gonna go in that direction.

      Loren's ex-girlfriend, Megan, came to the store two or three days ago and fucking walked in, started yelling at Alyssa, and then fucking attacked her. I fucking started pulling her hair, pulling her off of Alyssa. Loren kinda stood there in shock, and Josh came charging out of the back and threw the bitch out of the store. Stupid whore. So I'm trying to get Alyssa to file a complaint, so that if it happens again, we can take more serious action, cause seriously this girl's a psycho, and this probably isn't over. Edit: Alyssa and I went to the copshop yesterday night and filed the report. They know about her shoplifting and so does Wal-Mart. The police officer wants us to put in our written statements today and he's going to Megan's house on Saturday to talk to her and her parents. Right on!

      We thought someone was cutting the crotch out of Alyssa's underwear because that's exactly what it looked like. Well, it was the land ladie's dog, Gus. He eats the crotches of panties... eats and digests. Fucking pervert dog. Yeah, I started this post yesterday so I'm not sure where I was going with it. My friend is getting some much needed help in the form of some doctor's and that makes me happy. Work was fun yesterday, eh Chris? Ran into Josh, Loren, and Alyssa at Seven Eleven after work, talked to Wade for a while, and then went to watch the Talented Mr. Ripley, but Loren and Alyssa fell asleep on me so I went home, so the movie's still on! I want another tattoo... a half sleeve, I have ideas. Japansesey, but not the style. Tasha loves Chris with all her heart. Tasha out.
music. psycho - system of a down