Tonight Chris came by the store to say goodbye. He held me and kissed my forhead, and I cried. He told me not to cry, not a single tear, and he wiped it away. And I wiped my wet face on his shirt. He told me that he loves me. It's only a week, but the longest we've been apart is two days, and I missed him like crazy. I'm going to try to keep myself occupied, and pretty myself up for when he gets back. I'm hopeless when I'm in love. I just want him to figure this out, and come back, and tell me how much he missed me, and how he just wants to be with me. And then we'll give it another chance, and it will be wonderful.

      In other, not nearly as important news, I'm going to get my nips peirced hopefully this week. Or I might pussy out. I guess we'll see. Alyssa and I saw Darren and Damien at 70Below on Saturday. Damien said hi to us. ...I hit Josh's mom's truck with my door tonight when I dropped off Josh and left a BIG dent in the side. Josh said it should come back out pretty easily. I HOPE so. I feel terrible. Also, Alyssa and I are taking some "time off" and disappearing for a few days. That will be nice. I'm scared of how much I'm going to miss Chris. Christopher, I love you so much. TASHA OUT!
music. eminem?