So pretty much I love Chris and that's how it is. So I'm gonna prove to him that I'm not a shitty girlfriend. Or rather that I can change so that I'm not a shitty girlfriend, and then just maybe he'll give me another chance. I hope he does because I'm no good in the patience department. But leave it to Chris to make me wait! I don't like hurting certain other people, but there's a few times that you have to consider your own happiness and what's best for you. Like when you date someone, you can't be thinking about someone else. Anyways.

      In other news. The doctor's office called my house today and spoke with my mother. They said that my ECG results came back and that they are abnormal. So I have to go in first thing tomorrow morning and see my doctor and get a portable ECG machine hooked up to me for 24 hours to moniter my heart rate. Apparently the doctor also specifically asked my mother to be there. This is for one of two reasons. Either he needs to ask about family history, or he is going to tell me something bad and needs me to have someone else there. So I'm bringing Chris because well, I hate it when my mother tries to get into my life after... you know, never being there. It pisses me off. Anyways, so not gonna lie, I'm pretty freaked out about tomorrow, but I will update with whatever I find out.
music. mezmerize - system of a down