Friday, May 05, 2006
      I've come to the conclusion that you've got to be lying to yourself. You say you still care about me, or "like me a lot," but everytime we're together, you don't seem to be happy to be there and you say things that hurt me a lot, and that it doesn't seem that you put that much thought into it before it comes out of your mouth. I think subconsciencly you're realizing that you don't love me anymore, but you're not ready to deal with it. That would explain why you're not happy being around me, and why all these problems are coming up now. I don't even know what else to say, but I'm upset that this is probably the reason. So look inside, and quit lying to yourself and to me, and just admit that you're done with it.
music. mezmerize cd - system of a down