Living dead girl? Ahh I love music. Sad songs make me an emo geek and Rob Zombie (for expample) makes me want to be some hardcore, sexy, goth chick. Maybe tomorrow night at Josh and Loren's going away party. We're getting... wasted. Well, I know I am at least, then I can be brutally honest... oh Lord. Maybe that's not such a good idea right now.

      Life is just as confusing as ever, I just refuse to do anything about it. For the reason that one, I don't want to lose my 'safety net,' and two, I don't think it's going to happen even if I really wanted it to. It's kind of depressing, but also not, and I know I'm not being fair at all, but when is life ever fair, shit, no I have no excuse, I just suck at life. Anyways.

      Work is... same old. Josh finished on Saturday so I am sad, pretty sure he's stopped in both days since then though haha :) The new boss, Monica, is a little more strict, but I still think she's pretty cool. I mean, there could be a LOT worse. She doesn't expect anything unfair, and yeah. She loves me, I think I'm her little pet, or her favourite or something. It rocks. Chris is the new assistant manager since Loren quit yesterday. That means we get to close together. It's been interesting so far. My boyfriend is my boss! Insert retarded noise here.

      Annnd I don't really know what to write about except secrets suck. At least, they would if I actually thought about it. But getting wasted tomorrow should clear it allll up.... I really shouldn't, but I probably will anyways. Hopefully I have enough sense at the end of the night to keep my mouth shut. Maybe. Depends on if I want to at that point. Whatever.... blah, I'm saying too much.
music. living dead girl - rob zombie