I never throw anything away. I have about 900 e-mails dating back to like late 2004. I do not have enough room in my room for all my clothes. I have all my papers from school since grade eight. I am a pack-rat. Anyways, that was just a random thought for today. Although I did get rid of a certain shoebox, which most people know the history of. Why? Because I absolutely didn't need it anymore.

      Lately I feel like a different person. I have mostly new friends. I do not have anyone in my life who is destructive. (and that's a BIG change!) I have a wonderful boyfriend who I know I'm going to be spending the rest of my life with. We don't argue, we love each other, we are CRAZY about each other. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. Everyday he teaches me how I can be a better friend and girlfriend and person in general. Because of him, I am more patient, gentle, forgiving, and loving. We talk about our lives, and everything that bothers us, we have no secrets from each other. He doesn't get mad at me, he just listens and asks questions and tries to know me better. He's modest and doesn't think he's all these wonderful things. He has no idea what an impact he's made on me. He lets me talk about things that bother me, old boyfriends, problems I have, and he never judges me. These are only some of the reasons why I love Christopher Hewitson.

      In other news. I'm still not getting any hours at Culture Craze. I applied at Extreme, a sports store, kind of like West 49. Should be getting called about an interview sometime next week. Going back to work will be nice. I'm getting kind of bored lately. Today my dad bought me a table and four chairs for when I move out. It's a nice dark finish and I am quite pleased. I saw a couch and loveseat for only nine hundred, so I shall be making some effort to save up for that. Ah, I am so getting ready to move out in September. Today, we are all (my remaining family) going to Victoria to get Kayley because she is moving home today. She's going to finish school at Wellington and then move back to Victoria at the end of the school year. In some more other news, three members of my very VERY extended family have died in the past two weeks. My dad went to Grand Prarie for ten days when my great aunt died, and now he's going again because my great uncle died ten days later. My mom's not too pleased with all the money we're spending on air-fare.

      Chris and I had our two months yesterday. How exciting! We would like to do some travelling this summer, but we don't really know where to. Mostly because I don't have a lot of summer because my school starts in August, and because I'm going to be very very poor. Valentines Day is soon and I'm probably torturing Chris with my descriptions of long days spent working on things for him. Hahaha, mmm.... that's all I have to say about that. I took Candace to get her nose pierced. That was fun. Then I went with Chris to get his lip pierced, so Darren gave me ten bucks off at Tranceformations, which shall go towards my next tattoo of love. Chris' mother hates his lip piercing, and I love it. OH! And Chris shaved all his lovely hair off. It's just... gone, and I am in mourning. It looks good/ok though. Not as good as the medium length hair, but I'll live. Seriously. It's like looking at a different person. Anyways, Victoria time.
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