Sooo I don't remember where it came from, but Chris has decided JOKINGLY, that we are getting married on the 29th of October. So I was talking to someone on MSN, who won't be named because he apparently feels stupid now or something, and I casually said that Chris and I were getting married in October, and when he asked why, I said, "because I'm carrying his child." Does that sound serious to anyone else? Well, I thought it sounded quite hilarious, but for some reason, this person believed me and freaked out, and then when Chris went to talk to him, he was gone. So then Chris was apparently not mad, (but he was) but being all quiet and saying weird shit like, "I haven't dated anyone in four years, is this what I've been missing?" Yes he's not mad according to him. Even though I call him from work and he barely says anything. So that's pretty gay.

      Right, so I assume since Chris and this person go to school together, he had an interesting day. It's just like that time everyone at camp thought I died! Good times eh, Candace? Huh, so I slept in today until three, and then I worked five to nine. I was supposed to work until at least one, but the owners of the company were there to help, and we decided we're not opening until later tomorrow, so we got to go home early. But fortunately, I picked up an extra shift tomorrow. One to nine, so my paycheck won't be too horrible... sort of.

      We moved absolutely everything out of the old store. The new store is long and bigger and awesome. We're gonna get a little mini kitchen for our backroom, and I'm gonna bring in that ugly couch for us, and make this bulliten board for show stuff. Wicked stuff. Kinda pissed off right now, not gonna lie. People need to relax. EVERYONE needs to relax. Oooh, All Hail the Heartbreaker has double kicks in it and it sounds cool. Also, I wrote an e-mail to someone who blamed it on me publicly for their having a shitty New Year. Apologized and got pissed off at the same time for their pain and suffering and got a good and bad e-mail back. FUCK. FUCKING EVERYONE CHILL THE FUCK OUT. Fucking everyone thinks their life is shitty. You're alive aren't you? Are you living in a fucking box on the side of the street with AIDS? Did your entire family just die in a horrible car accident? I doubt it. Shut the fuck up and be greatful for what you have. Christ, people fucking piss me off.

"How am I not myself?"
music. i can't take it - tegan and sara