Good old 'ender' lyrics. Haven't used those in a while. Found this nifty little thing on the net that shows you who's deleted you off MSN. Someone I kind of looked to for advice did and I don't really think the people that I thought would always be there for me... always will. Laine and I hung out last night until pretty late. We played some video games, went for a drive, and went to Timmy's, and had a really good talk. And I got to find out that Keith doesn't like me at all, even as a friend. Apparently he can't stand anything about me. Thanks. Another boost for Tasha's ego. I guess we're not going to school together anymore. Even my laugh is annoying. He completely ignores me now, couldn't care less about me, and it really really hurts.

      I went out with Jared tonight and we picked up Phil, but Phil didn't know I was there until we were on the road. He wouldn't speak to me, apparently had to keep Krista Noble from 'kicking my ass,' told me that the reason our relationship fell apart was all my fault, and told Jared to drive me home and then come back out and hang out with them. I feel like dying. Can we have a "yes, I give a shit about Tasha," comment section, so I know that someone will care if I fucking died. This seems to be a trend lately, let's blame Tasha for everything, let's hate Tasha for no reason and spead lies about her. I'm talking to Keith. I feel like shit. I feel like this is it. Someone save me, because I'm drowning. I really really need help. I'm not joking. Please.