Friday, September 02, 2005
well this isn't good

      Ok, well, I went and got BLOOD taken today to see if I have mono. That should be back on Tuesday. I am so not going back to work until this stops hurting cause I can't concentrate on anything else. So the other side of my throat has started to swell up. It's about half as swollen as the first side, and this is beginning to worry me slightly as I already couldn't eat without considerable amounts of pain. So now I'm breathing through this little tiny non-swollen part in my throat. Maybe I'll die overnight. I'm sure I'd wake up first and could start panicking or something. I've been eating toast with jam and my antibiotics like there's no tomorrow. I am totally gonna hate toast and jam after this. Three times a day, and toast hurts like a bitch. Grrr! This is so lame. Must get better. Hopefully it IS strep and then I'll be better for next weekend.

      So... last night I could not sleep at all. I woke up like ten times during the night sweating. It was horrible. But I did manage to have ONE dream. Tristan, you were in it! Hahaha, actually it was mostly about Tristan. We were dating and then we went to Tim Hortons cause he had to tell me something, but Jordon and some other girls were there, so he didn't get to. But I knew that he was still in love with his ex, and so I was like crying and it was very weird. That's what I get for late night chats and drinking too much chocolate milk. Hmmm, what else? Brodster gets home this weekend, so I'll have someone else to talk to since I don't really get to do anything for the next little while. I bought the Weezer CD for me and Keith today, and payed some bills off. Keith and I were supposed to hang out but I got really tired and went for a nap and now it's ten so I don't wanna call. Plus I would feel really bad if I got anyone sick, so I guess it's solitary confinement for me. I don't even have any movies. Someone reccomend a book for me! Pleeease!