Today I found out too many things that I didn't want to know. I found out that you really can't trust boys, and that good friends are hard to find. Lying is commonplace, and some justify it by avoiding the truth or getting technical with words. Some set out to purposely hold information from you. Some people stop hanging out with you because they get a girlfriend and refuse to tell you. Some people think they can gain some sort of "upper hand" by throwing things in your face.

      Today I WAS in a good mood. I worked seven to three thirty and it was good. I went out with Candace and we went to the mall and ran into Jordon, Keith and his girlfriend, many of Jordon's friends, and then Janelle and someone else wandered into Wal-Mart right in front of me, but I don't think they noticed. It was a weird night. Then I hung out with Phil. Then I wrote to Brody and told him that if he read this before he left, not to come here. Because he said he's coming tomorrow. I really don't know what I want other than to lay in bed all day and not think about any of this.
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