Today is a good day because I am wearing my hair down which I haven't been able to do since i cut it and it got too long to faux-hawk, which I miss, but the general concencus was that it looked better long, so that's what I am aimng for. And now it is down and mostly covers my ears and it is getting long and that makes me happy. Also, most of the grey color has washed out which is also happy because this means that I am blonde again, which isn't red or brown, but blonde, which is normal, and normal is good sometimes.

      I finished my book, "the Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime." It was very good and I would reccomend it to people who are somewhat intelligent (and I know many people who aren't, which is why I say that) My Maja should be home soon, then maybe, crossing my fingers, we can do something today that requires me to walk out the front door.

      Today Dan e-mailed me and so I e-mailed him back after I thought about it for a while, and it was a good e-mail I think, and that's all I have to say about that. Then I went through my e-mails and deleted all the ones from Nathan because I don't need them there because I was only hanging onto them so that I could be hanging onto him, which I'm not doing anymore. I'm going to get rid of the shoebox as well. I thought about drowning or burning it, but I'm not mad, I just don't need it anymore, so I guess the garbage is the best place.