Friday, August 19, 2005
      Hey chums. I'm happy to say that things are looking up. Today is payday. I have the day off, and I'm driving down to Vic to see Kayley cause I haven't seen her in sooo long. Well Brody's wonderful. All I have to say about that is... September please come soon. My two rules to force me into having respect for a relationship again are:
1) Don't fool around with anyone I'm not dating.
2) Don't date anyone until I KNOW I can respect the relationship.
      I'm feeling pretty good about those. Had a little lapse, but it was fixed and now he and I are moving on from that. Phil and I have worked things out, and I'm really enjoying his friendship. He's a great listener, and he is really blunt when he knows I need to hear something. Um, yeah, In other news, my hair which was supposed to be going ash blonde, actually just went ash, so now I have grey hair. Also, I got my labret stud changed, so now I have a ring. It's awesome. I finally bought my mom her birthday/mother's day/anniversary present. It's a gift certificate for some Sears portraits, cause we haven't gotten them done in years, and there's this horrible old picture of me hanging on the wall, from when I had like a mushroom cut and huge horrible glasses. It's so lame it makes me want to cry everytime I see it.
      Um, I'm starting to get a little panicky about my course at the JI. I don't think I can pass the liscensing exam, but I have to do it soon, so I can get in my hours, and not lose my certificate. Crap man, I really need to get on that, but it's going to be so hard volunteering when I'm working two jobs. Brody leaves for Mexico in like two weeks! Well as long as he has a good time. Oh, a few tidbits from the past month: Brody took me to PLAYLAND!! Finally! It was so excellent. The roller coaster was so good, I got like this horrible pain all down my spine. I thought I was going to be paralyzed! It was THAT good! Also, Brody got me 3D movie maker, which is hard, but so worth it. Well, anyways, Brody and I did a lot of things, and he is so funny and charming, and is probably laughing while reading this about himself. And if he wasn't, then he is now cause I called him on it.
      Oh, I bought the 2ge+her CD. It rocks my socks off. Um if anyone left anything in my car from our P-ville trip, I've got socks, towels, etc. I should go finish my laundry. Later my homies. Brody <3<3<3 :)
music. line and sinker - billy talent