Heyy, few crazy things have happened since Tuesday... mainly my room in Nanaimo flooding and me getting into a car accident. Let me elaborate? I was going to see Nathan after school on Tuesday. I was driving the Mission - Abbotsford brige in the pouring rain and I was coming around a corner. My car decided to lock up and hydroplane accross into the left lane and smash into the left barrier and then continue to drag the left side of the car along it. Then when I finally pulled to the right (and had completely overcorrected) I went accross the lanes again and into the right barrier and stopped. Fortunately there were no cars in sight when it happened. Plus I found out the they had just installed the barrier between the oncoming lanes less than a month before... so I could have like killed someone had it not been there. That was pretty sweet to find out. But yea, I was stuck on the bride for about ten minutes before I finally got the steering wheel to turn the wheels left again and drag (yea, the car DRAGGED) the car off the bridge, onto the shoulder. I called Nathan to tell him I would be late haha, he said he would come and pick me up. Then I called my mom and told her what happened and she gave me ICBC numbers and whatnot. Then I called Phil cause I... always call Phil and tell him big stuff?

      Anyways, I'm just sitting on the side of the road, Nathan and his grandpa came and got me and drove me back to Nathan's parent's house in Mission. God, it was so good to see Nathan, I just wanted to be all over him. Anyways Robin (Nathan's dad) helped me get the car towed and then later on he and Nathan took me back to NewWest. Nathan and I wrote a letter back and forth in the car, with me trying to explain how I could still love him, cause he doesn't know why I still do after the way he treated me. He said he was scared to be with me because I burned him so badly last December. He left for camp this morning. I don't really know what to think about him. I'm gonna miss him so much. But I've had enough waiting for him. It's time to take what I want. I'm nineteen. In a few months, maybe I'll move to Abby or Mission or somewhere nearby, get a job, and just be able to spend time with the person I love. A lot of people take that for granted. I've learned not to take time with the person you love for granted because you don't know when you're going to lose them. Anyways I've got time because he's gone for over two months to camp. Maybe I'll visit him one weekend in my sweet rental car! It's a small grey Huyndai Accent. My car is either gonna get scrapped or fixed. I dunno when or anything but whatever. Uh library is shutting down in ten so I gotta be quick.

      Might be coming home this weekend. If I do, I wanna get my Ender tattoo. Anyone wanna come with? Yea, but back to my flooded room. The hot water tank burst earlier this week and totally soaked my carpets... so I no longer have carpets or any dry... anything haha, that sucks. It's been a good week. A little sarcasm there. Anyways.. plans are going to Kelowna before I leave school to see Nathan at camp, sending out some JI postcards... Adeline wants me to go to some seminar all weekend. Yea, I don't think so. I have like ten chapters, more actually, to study tonight, so I don't think so. Anyways, the woman in the library is going crazy cause I'm still here with ten minutes to go. Hahaha, alright, well I'll see some of you this weekend, gimme a call. See you all later. I get to go on a ride-along next week! Yayyy!
music. last train home - lost prophets