Thursday, May 05, 2005
stay with me

      The past couple nights, I've had these very realistic dreams. The main thing that happens is weird, but then I do all these normal things. Like I go put in my contacts, the dream is in my room with all my furniture, I can't find my car keys, that kind of thing. But they are so real to me that I wake up with the same feelings.

      Two nights ago, I had a dream about Phil doing something that really ticked me off. When I woke up, I was so angry that I didn't answer the phone all day. Last night I had a dream about him being at my house with his girlfriend, and he just completely ignored me. When I woke up, I started crying and didn't want to get out of bed.
music. i caught fire - the used