Well today was, as I thought, a complete waste of time. I went to Shoppers to buy some chocolate, then I went with my dad to Woodgrove, and he bought me a sweet yellow shirt from Garage. Then I saw some pants I want. Woohoo! That was, I guess, the highlight of my day. It got worse after that.

      Janelle and I talked on MSN, and I went out to hang out with her, at which point, I found out that Phil slept with his ex-girlfriend on his birthday, the day after he said he loved me. I went to his house, stood on his bed, and asked him when he told me he loved me. He said the day before his birthday. Then I asked him what he did for his birthday. He said he stayed at home. First mistake, fucker. Here's Janelle's entry for that day. http://alookintothislife.blogspot.com/2005/01/90s-pop-music-best-2-investment-ive.html So, I think you would remember what you did on your birthday. Sound reasonable? I think so. So I asked him for my stuff back, and he wouldn't give it to me. Then I called Janelle and had her repeat what she told me. Then I was going to call Andrea, but she was at work. I tried to leave, and had to push past Phil on the stairs, and fight him to get out the door, screaming at him as I got into my car and drove off. That was the last I saw or spoke to him.

      Went back to Janelle's in tears. Her mom brought down cokes and kleenex's. A good bitching session was had by all. Then Janelle and I went to Full Circle. She called Andrew to tell him to come. He was; however, with Phil, who started yelling at Janelle and then hung up on her. So Full Circle was good. Then Janelle, Andrea, Caley, and I went to Tim Hortons and talked about Phil, and I basically told them EVERYTHING that had happened between me and Phil. Then Andrea told me everything and it was good. Then we all (including Crysta) went to Andrea's and went hottubbing for a while, and another bitch session. I think it's mostly out of my system now. I have the feeling that Andrea and I will be getting along very well from now on. There's only one thing that I will miss about Phil hahahaha.

      On another sad note, I found out today that an old friend of mine, from church, Kristy, was in a car accident yesterday and may not survive the night. She has a crushed lung, and if she does survive, she'll probably be a quadrolplegic. I might be going to Vancouver to see her with my old youthgroup. She was always really happy and on fire for God. Sometimes I don't understand why this kind of thing happens to people like that. So, it's been a pretty bad day. I hope for a miracle, and that she makes a full recovery.