Today has been rather... eventful! This morning I woke up nice and early to go to church with Phil and Alyssa at the meeting place. It is a very cool church. They just started a three week sermon on love, lust, and loneliness. Next week is lust, and I am quite looking forward to it. The music is awesome, the pastor is awesome, the atmosphere is great. It's in a movie theatre, so we get to watch movie clips that relate to the message, and lots of the passages are out of the Message bible and really easy to understand, and the band play secular songs that relate to the sermon. Ooog it's so excellent. I can't wait to go next Sunday.

      After that Phil and I went to see Janelle at work and bring her lunch because Phil wanted to get a sub for under his bed... anyways... we were holding hands coming out of church and we ran into Andrea and Caley which was interesting cause we were trying to keep (whatever we are) under wraps so as to not hurt anyone. Right, so we told Janelle that too, so she doesn't hear it from someone else and get the wrong idea. Then Phil bought "Freddy Got Fingered" which promises to be completely retarded. Anyways so we were cleaning Phil's room all day and I found some letters from someone and there was some stuff in there that I didn't know that reallllly got to me. Like. A lot. Phil doesn't seem to get why. But yea, people who should know the story do, and that's all I'm gonna say.

      Ummm, so basically I went home almost in tears. Well... no crying until I pulled out of the driveway at least. I went home, crawled into bed and ignored any and all phonecalls for the next half hour. Then I called Nathan and we had a really good talk for about an hour. We just talked about what we were each doing and I told him about maybe moving to New West in a couple years. We talked about "us" and what happened and got some of it straightened out. So it was really good. He said he'd call me sometime soon, and if he didn't I'll call him back.

      After that, Frazer and I went out for ice cream at Dairy Queen in my pajamas and then over to Full Circle to say hi to Janelle and such. I saw Megan and she's getting big! The wedding is a month yesterday and I'm so excited for her! Then Frazer randomly picked me up and touched my bum and then I bit Steve's nipple... Yes. Anyways, after FC, I ended up going to Janelle's for a bit where I watched the Grammy's with her mom and Crysta. It was excellent. I talked to the kitties! Phil called twice, but I didn't really want to talk to him. Just kinda wanted to... not be around him. God... that just made me feel like crap. So Crysta kept him at bay. I left around eleven, only to get home to... Phil calling me. Janelle said she would call him to tell him to leave me alone for a while before she went to bed.

      So basically that was my day. Interesting eh? Ahh, I don't get boys. I don't think I'm meant to be in any sort of a relationship. They never seem to work out for me. Valentines day tomorrow... I think I'm going to sleep in until work and then... go see Janelle or something. See if she wants to celebrate anti-valentines day with me. Either that or I'll just go home and sleep some more. Sleeping is good.
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