Somewhat depressed today. I don't like wasting away doing nothing, when I could be doing something. Worked eleven to seven. Got home. No one's around. Everyone's skating? No one was skating. Except Andrew and whatsherface. Began to get really down. Got home, no one's around. Feeling unwanted. Not as a conclusion of today, but just generally. Came across dad's "condition" on the net. Frightened to see that I have several of the symptoms. It's hereditary in many cases; apparently. Missing someone. Missing friends. Missing something. Missing something, but don't know what. Might go to sleep, wake up and go to work, and go to sleep again. The days pass quicker that way. Work until midnight tomorrow. Feel like the outcast. Out of the loop. What am I supposed to be doing? Oh god, please don't tell me this has been in vain... Hopefully feel better tomorrow.
music. kill - jimmy eat world