Today I only got to sleep for four hours. Then work called and I stupidly picked up the phone and then stupidly agreed to go into work at nine forty-five in the morning. No thank you. I already had a cup of insane this morning! Blah blah blah work was lame. I worked my ass off. E-ran/James came in and my boss saw me talking to him and he fucking asked him to leave me alone! What the hell!? Why does everyone else in the store get to talk to people, except for me!? Then he said I needed to work harder. Whatever. It's just work, but I still hate it when people don't at least recognize my efforts.

      So after work, Dan and I went to the mall to finish my Christmas shopping. Unfortunately, I could not find the main thing I was looking for. I did however find something, but we're not going to talk about that right now. I did get some sunglasses for boarding and a hoodie for work. (I have to wear current bluenotes shit) Umm... saw Chelsea, Alex, and Janelle at the mall. Went back later without Dan and hung out with Janelle and PHIL. Damn. Phil is one fine explicitive. I know, I know. But come on, it's a personal thing, I really like the bad boys... grubby boys. Drool. Janelle you lucky bi-atch! But yea... we won't go there. He's really friendly. Yes.

      Skating with Janelle and others on Sunday if I can switch my shift around. I hate trying to change my schedule, it hardly ever works out for me. Chelsea thinks I still like Alex or something... I don't know why. I think they make a cute couple... very insecure, but cute nonetheless godammit. I don't wanna fuck every boy I see. Just some. Blah blah blah, chocolate milk, cookies, someone driving forty kph. Phil is really hot. Blah. Work tomorrow. All effing day.
music. closure - chevelle