Damn. Fuck. Ass. Shit. Bitch. I'm not a very happy person today. Actually I'm never really a very happy person, but today I am less happy then I'm usually not. No particular reason. Work was retarded; this old man pulled his pants down to he knees and took his wallet out of his long underwear to pay me. It was traumitizing. How the fuck do you not laugh in his face... or puke all over the newly vacuumed floor? Your guess is as good as mine. So, in general, today has just been crap-assed. I wish I could find something to be happy about more often... otherwise I'm just generally pissed off at life. Seriously now. It's really kinda fucked up and lame all the time.

      In other news, Dan and I went to see 'The Incredibles' last night which was totally awesome. Yeah... Nathan tried to call me on my cell, which then proceeded to crap out on me. Which is retarded. So... haven't really talked to him since he left on Sunday... which isn't cool. Whatever kids. I'm so fucking angry today. I seriously just want to go outside and scream and break something. Do you ever wish you had the power to change what people think? I mean, like make people listen to you? Fuck. I wish I made music. Snowboarding in like sixteen days or something. Yay. That's something to look forward to... going really fucking fast and trying to kill yourself. I'm going fucking all out this season. What's it worth if you don't have a few scars to show for it. What's life worth if you don't have a few scars. Being angry is almost better than being happy all the time... it gives you purpose... but maybe being happy does too. I don't really remember.
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