Friday, November 05, 2004
december third

      Wow, I'm really tired today. I can't remember if I already posted? If not, I worked eight hours today. I just told Dan about Nathan. His response wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but pretty bad nonetheless. I'm really sad to lose a friend over this, but if that's the way it has to be, then I'm willing to do whatever it takes. I won't hide anything this time around. I'm done with that part of my life. At least I was on msn, he probably would have strangled me if it was in person. some of the things he said were:

      Nevermind. I was going to put some of the convo in here, but it's really big. So if you're truly intersted, you can check it out here: convo with dan. So yea, if you read that, that would about the just of it. It feels like my life is rewinding to last December. December third. That was the day Nathan dumped me and the day Dan asked if I had a boyfriend. One very fateful day I guess. omfg. I just realized something. Yea, I don't feel like talking about it on here right now. Well, at least everyone knows now. No more hiding anything. I can't take any of it back. That's ok. Something feels so different now. I just feel completely different. Like something in my life just suddenly disappeared. But it feels pretty good, so I think I'm gonna be ok.
music. you're a god - vertical horizon