Well, I suppose I should get the good news out. I'm going out with Nathan. ....AHHHHHHHHHH!! Again! Finally! Dan is saying "I told you so" if he's reading this. He's also really mad, and that sucks, but I just can't let anything stand in my way, and I refuse to keep it under wraps. Um, so yea he we talked on the phone yesterday afternoon and figured some stuff out and caught up, and had a really good talk about us, and other things. Then we talked again yesterday evening for 5 hours!! We talked about everything and yea, everything. I don't think I shall go into detail. But things are looking up, I've got the only thing I ever wanted back. I guess the only downside is the frienships I'll lose for various reasons, and as much as these people mean to me, this is all I want, and I can't just not try. So to you Joel, I'm sorry, and Dan, I'm sorry, you were right. I doubt either of them will talk to me anymore. Well... Joel might because he's always been a super person. But I was horrible to him, so I guess it could go either way.

      So, if I can manage it, I'm gonna go up to Abby pretty soon, and maybe get a boarding trip organized. That'd be sweet. Boarding starts Dec. 9th! That's in a little more than a month! I'm extremely excited about it. Um in other not-so-interesting news... there was this creepy guy standing behind me when I was facing up some shelves today, and he eventually told me that he liked my shoes... I got really creeped out. Nice shoes, wanna.... ew. Men are perverts! I'm really hungry right now BUT THERE IS NO FOOD! No one buys food anymore and it's retarded. Like seriously now, there's some apple juice in the fridge... maybe a carrot and some old cheese. Not much of a meal. I could really go for some clam chowder right now. Hmm, I need someone to talk to... Frazer and I are chatting, but mostly about cows, weird al yankovich and yea really random things. Righto, so yea, I'm pretty happy for the most part. Things are looking up for the first time in a long time. This time... no more secrets.
music. one-eighty by summer - taking back sunday