Ate salad again today. That's getting to be a routine. Bought some more drawers from Wal-Mart, but they were the wrong ones, which annoyed me greatly. In other news, I still feel bad today. Actually worse, just physically, I had bags under my eyes 'this morning.' Aka five pm. But everyone at work was saying how I didn't look good. Saw Dan after work. He was mad because I was acting "grumpy." I've explained to him several times now that I'm not, I just don't have the energy to bounce around and laugh. When we came back to my house, Dan sat around on MSN talking to Janelle and some others, so I went downstaires and phoned Joel and he ended up putting me in a decent mood, talking to anyone other than Dan will do that to you. Seriously, everything Dan has been saying lately is freaking derrogatory, he nags me about everything. So, of course, talking to someone else is going to make me happier. Anyways, so Dan came downstaires and saw me actually somewhat happier and started saying shit about Joel, so I got off the phone and Dan just keeps on saying stuff, and starts telling me to "look him in the eyes when he's talking to me." So I told him to go home, and find his own way to do so. Everyone's saying I need to stop hanging out with him. They're probably right, but it's become so much of a habit now. Of course, when he reads this, he won't wanna see me anyways, so that'll probably make it easier.
music. so cold - breaking benjamin