I think I just ruined my chance to be truly happy because I was scared that it would turn out the same way it's turned out before with different people. Shit. Fuck. Crapdammit. Even when I'm trying to fix something, I manage to fuck it up. I think I made someone regret something that no one should ever have to regret. And they shouldn't regret it because it was awesome, wonderful, yes I'm talking to you. Hahaha, I can't stop thinking about it, but since I've managed to really screw it up now, well, let's just say I dunno where I'm going, but it's nowhere good. My only thing is I can not start out on a lie again. But it probably doesn't matter cause I dunno if I can go back and fix this or if I should, or even what I want in the long run. Man, I really fucked up on this one.
music. 1stp klsr - linkin park