I swear to God I am done with relationships. FUCK YOU NATHAN. Whatever, that's what he wanted in the first place I guess. He can just go back to getting fucked by his fourteen year old girlfriends. I am now dedicating my life to having frivolous relationships that I am in for nothing more than entertainment and pleasure. Someone can even say they're in fucking love with you and still screw you over and not have the fucking guts to tell you because YEA, they are an immature little asshole.

      Hahaha, the next time he comes fucking crawling back to me with a p.o.s. letter, I'll use him again like I used him the first time. But that's ok Nathan, cause you fucked me over first. I need to get the hell out of here, move to England like my parents have suggested and live there for a few years. Live for nothing more than partying and pleasure. "Never fall in love... never fall in love again..." Hahaha, this all from Nathan Wishart who worked at a Bible camp all summer. Wow, what the fuck is with Christians. I'm quickly losing respect for ALL of them. Nathan, you're a fucking prick, but you already knew that. I should also mention that the entire time I was after you after prom, I was with Dan, so that just makes me a player I guess, just like you.

><>Candace<>< says:
have you talked to tasha lately?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
nope
><>Candace<>< says:
are you not wanting to?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
nope
><>Candace<>< says:
why nathan?
><>Candace<>< says:
she hasnt dont anything to you to upset you has she?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
nope im just done
><>Candace<>< says:
done with her?
><>Candace<>< says:
so you dont love her anymore?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
no
><>Candace<>< says:
man nathan she still loves you
><>Candace<>< says:
why dont you just tell her you dont love her anymore, that way she can get over you and get on with her life?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
she should figure that out
><>Candace<>< says:
nathan why are you being like this? she didnt hurt you
><>Candace<>< says:
you need to tell her man
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
no im just gonna be immature and let her figure out when shes had enough
><>Candace<>< says:
wow.....
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
she cant even stick up for herself, i dont want to have to
><>Candace<>< says:
why would you do this to her?
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
i just dont care anymore
><>Candace<>< says:
you guys were so close and now you're killing her
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
well she should get over it life goes on
><>Candace<>< says:
i cant believe i use to think you were a great guy, you're a jerk nathan!
><>Candace<>< says:
i cant believe you are doing this to her
Nathan (methed@gmail.com) says:
whatever peace
><>Candace<>< says:
nathan oh my gosh
><>Candace<>< says:
whats wrong with you?

      If there's one good thing about this, at least I don't have to worry about getting over him... considering I don't give a shit anymore. By the way how do I not stick up for myself by loving someone unconditionally? Whatever. Nathan, you never were the brightest one now were you?
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