You're such a liar and a fake. You're completely different to me than you are to everyone else. You tell me something different than what you tell everyone else. To me, your life is completely different from what it actually is. You have no problem pretending to be someone you're not around me. And it hurts so freaking much and it makes me so angry. I almost think I hate you sometimes. That's what happens when you make my life a living hell TIME AND TIME AGAIN. You know who you are.

      AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! Life is a fucking joke.

      If D.O. ever pulls anything again, that's it. It'll be done and over with. That's my promise to myself. If he ever hurts me again like that, then we're finished.
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