Maybe if I just choose to be with neither one, than everything will be ok. Yea haha, I think I'm going crazy, I really do. I've been listening to the same song for an hour, and going over this in my mind. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over. Then I wrote an essay which is quite simply, kick ass. HAHAHA, If I don't choose, then there's no problem, I mean, I might be miserable but that's ok right, as long as everyone else is happy? No, but this really might work. I'm kind of excited about this one. Hahahaha, it's so stupid and crazy it just might work! I'm going crazy, when you can't think straight and you dwell on this, you tend to go a little crazy. Hahaha, I'm going to make EVERYONE happy and I'm going to be the most miserable person you have ever met. BECAUSE THIS WORLD IS SCREWED UP. Or maybe I'm the one who's so messed up. I just wanted to be loved...

music. head club - taking back sunday