Well, at least I now know Nathan's still alive. I asked him if we were good, and he said yea, but he was being pretty distant. Then his friend said some stuff while Nathan was away... and that hurt. Maybe his friend actually knew who I was...? Anyways, that was kind of depressing, and if I didn't know things were ok now, I would kinda wish I hadn't talked to him at all, all I'm saying is I wish it was a better conversation. I've had a bad day. Yea... I think I'll go shopping tomorrow, I get paid and I worked a whole bunch, so I'm gonna blow it all cause I've got nothing better to do. Love hurts. As usual, sorry you gotta read this junk D.O.

      But yea, as a highlight, at least I'm pretty sure now that he doesn't hate me. He said he hasn't talked cause he's been grounded from the comp for being out late. I worry too much, although some would say I have reason to worry about stuff like this. But some... some just wouldn't care. I think I'm having one of those I don't care days. I'm going to stop writing now because I don't care.