Tuesday, March 30, 2004
      Hey! Everyone wanna hear what just happened!? Well, Dan came over without my knowing. I'm really tired from being sick and school, so I'm not feeling up to very much. So I'm kinda just sitting on the computer, and Dan's doing whatever downstaires, then he goes outside and does whatever.
      So he comes back in almost completely soaked from "diving" in the lake, and Alyssa and I were teasing him, but not trying to be mean or anything. So ten minutes later he comes upstaires and I go halfway downstaires to talk to him and he shoves me hard into the wall, and I mean hard, like he was actually trying to hurt me. I thought he was joking even though he pushed me.
      So he follows me upstaires and starts yelling at me about what a "bitch" I am, and how I'm selfish and about Nathan and other stuff I don't really remember. Going on about how he's gonna devote his whole life to making me miserable and such, and he wants to like actually physically hurt me.
      That's when Alyssa lit into him, and started yelling at him. She was nice at first, saying to calm down. Then she told him to get out of the house and never talk to me again. When he went out the door, I told her he pushed me and she ran outside and screamed at him never to touch me, see me, talk to me again. It was quite the spectacle.
      Anyways, at one point, he said that I had said that I would always be his friend NO MATTER WHAT. And how I was a liar and how I break promises. So I just emailed him after he went off at me on MSN and blocked me, and told him he was turning into his mother. Anyways, so there, he broke HIS promise by actually PHYSICALLY hurting me. And that for me is pretty much close to or the last straw.
      Whatever, I don't need to be emotionally and physically tortured by him.