Wednesday, March 17, 2004
      I was just talking to Saskia and I asked about Nathan, cause ffs, she would know, she's his friggn sister. I even apologized for asking... I probably wouldn't want to talk about my sister a lot. But I just wanted to know one thing. Frick, she told me she didn't care. Well, sorry, actually no, I'm not. This whole thing is turning me into a wreck. Know what would be funny? If I went and killed myself to see if they all felt bad for treating me like sh*t. Haha, that'd be great, wouldn't it! You'd finally feel bad for treating me like this and I would have my revenge. And I'd laugh while everyone cried. But I would feel bad if I hurt the one person I didn't want to. Sorry you had to read that D.O. But then again, I could care less. Ugh. I'm a loser.
Forget me, it's that simple!
music. taking back sunday