Saturday, March 13, 2004
      What am I supposed to think when Nathan randomly stops talking to me. We finally started talking again last month, and things were going really well. Now, I haven't talked to him two weeks and I don't know what to think. Does he think that by not talking to me, I'll somehow "take the hint" or something? Does he have another girlfriend? Argh, for once, please please just tell me what's going on, I've never loved anyone so deeply as you, and I've never hurt over someone as much as I have for you. And all the while, I miss you and I love you more than I can say....