Monday, March 08, 2004
      Argh... hurting, hurting so bad. But I've gotta do the 'mature' thing and keep it all inside. Oh man, hurting so bad. Where are you? Why aren't you talking to me again? Pretend it's ok. Pretend it's ok. Pretending it's ok. Still Hurting.
      Everything I learned about breaking hearts, I learned from you... Crap. I think I promised today not to keep it in.