Something bad just happened. I can't really say what, but it was so harsh... I had to call the cops, and now one of my best friends is going to hate me, but I'm really only trying to help... please God, let him be ok... I can't handle this... I won't be able to see him for at least a week probably, I can't take this, I have to see him right now, I'm so worried about him. I had to keep him on the phone until they came, I feel so horrible. I won't be able to live with myself if he never wants to speak to me again... I hope he's not scared or mad or hurt... It's just like... when he needs someone the most, I can't be there...

      I can't believe this is happening... I can't beleive I just called the cops... this is not happening. I feel like I betrayed him somehow...