Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Dear Mom

      I severely dislike my mother. She just said, "Tasha, you're so gullible, how could you be stupid enough to still like Nathan." She just randomly hates people she doesn't even knew. Screw her. What the hell... that makes me so angry.

      Mother, you never had any interest in my life. You always pretending to be the perfect mother whenever you were around other people. You never cared what I did with my life. It was always "I don't care about anything as long as you get straight A's"

      Get the good marks or you'll ground me right? I'm so sick of it. You have never made any effort to get to know me in 17 and a half years. Don't pretend you know my friends or my relationships with other people. You really have no clue.

      You asked me "How can you be stupid enough to want to be with someone who just makes you cry?"

      Mom, I came to you so exicted, because I thought maybe you would care about something other than school for once. And you just ignored me. Don't pretend to be the good mother when you think you're saving me from myself.
If you don't care when I'm happy, then stop pretending to care period. A mother knows and cares about her daughter's life. You do not know me the way you think you do. And that's not my fault. I tried to tell you things that were happening and you just never cared.

      If I ever ask for one thing from you, it's that you never tell me that I'm turning into you.