Saturday, February 21, 2004
Dear Mom: Part 2

      Ok, I just walked in from the all nighter last night, and my mom tells me Dan called, then she goes off about how I've treated him. And I was like, "What, he said all this?" And it was horrible stuff too. I almost cried. Turns out it was all what she thought. MOM, WHAT ON EARTH DO YOU POSSIBLY KNOW!? NOTHING!! She said, "And Dan thought you were taking him to prom." Um, well no actually mom, I made it very clear that I wasn't even sure if I wanted to go to prom myself. Several people asked me to go, and I said I wasn't thinking about it then. SO FRIGGIN MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. You know nothing about me.

      Frick Mom, the things you said that were actually right, I ALREADY KNOW, OK? I know, and I beat the crap out of myself for it already. I don't need you laying into me that I'm "stupid and gullible" again. STAY OUT OF MY BUSINESS. You never made an attempt to get to know Nathan, you just decided you didn't like him because he "hurt me." Well, guess what? I'm not like you. I don't hold grudges, and I don't just go around hating people I don't know. I'm sorry that I can't help who I love, and you've decided I have to love who you want me to. It doesn't work that way. You don't know anything about me or my friends, you try to make it seem like my friends all hate me. I'M GLAD that I KNOW I'll NEVER turn into you.