Sometimes I wish that I was all alone, that I didn't know anyone. Then, I would never know heartbreak or hurt, I would learn it all through music. I'm sick and all over feeling like crap today. I'm trying to be talkative with Dan and he just goes off about how, as usual, his opinion is right, mine is not... as always. I mean, it didn't really matter, but... ok, I'm crying, I really don't know why. I wish someone would love me unconditionally, someone would just never hurt me, or take their anger out on me. Wouldn't lie to me.

It doesn't mean much,
It doesn't mean anything at all...
The life I've left behind me is a cold room.
I've crossed the last line
From where I can't return,
Where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
And led me from my home

And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

You take me in,
No questions asked...
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me.
Are you an angel?
Am I already that gone?
I only hope
That I won't disappoint you
When I'm down here
On my knees...

It doesn't mean much,
It doesn't mean anything at all...
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room...

I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU...