I was a little angry yesterday... Oh my God, I love him so much that I don't even know what to do anymore. It's messing me up... I know this is the stupidest stupidest thing, but it got to me. He changed his profile on MSN... he never ever does that haha... He took out the parts about me but left up Long Term Relationship. I wonder if they're serious... I just need to talk to him. Oh man, it feels like this is tearing my whole life apart. It's just I love him so so much, it phsyically hurts sometimes...

      If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?