Tuesday, December 30, 2003
      I hate second hand information... why can't I just talk to him... why is this about everyone instead of about just him and me? Why does EVERYONE know!? I feel like my life is this open book for mockers and fake pity. So the second hand news. "He doesn't think he really likes her because he still loves you... he thinks he's just rebounding." REBOUNDING FROM WHAT!!? He dumped me! He can have me back in a second... yes, I know I've screwed myself over royally... I HATE REBOUNDS!! Hey, I dug myself a hole! I am probably making sense to very few people right now, but I really don't care... I just need to get to the bottom of this. EEERRR, nothing is making sense right now and I am about to hurt someone.