I'm pretty freakn' angry these days. It's like, fine, you don't have time for me then screw you. Man, I have to be careful in these never know who's reading it, right? I don't know if I care anymore. Oh, I think we all know who I'm talking about. I'm just so pissed off how he can act like everything is ok. Nothing is ok. Actually, everything is screwed up right now. And sometimes, I actually like it better that way. It makes life interesting. It gives me someone to hate. It gives me a reason to hate the world. I gotta work today. Maybe I'll have an answer from you know who tonight. I have one messed up life. So many people I know have it worse off than I do, so where do I get off complaining. Screw that. Maybe it's all in my head, being pissed at the world. Or maybe I have a freakn' good reason. One good thing in my life just wants to screw my life over. Thanks a lot.