Hey this is bugging me again, I call myself a Christian, but I don't act like one at all, in fact, I'm a complete hypocrite and it sucks. Geoff actually said once to me that I wasn't acting "very Christian-like." That was a wake up. And now look at me... well those of you who actually see me, and the worst part is, usually I don't even care. I'm becoming way better friends with my (awesome!) friends at school, and drifting away from my Christian ones. But there's still the one major thing that's killing me right now. A certain important guy in my life who says he's not a Christian anymore. Man, that broke my heart to hear. Like man, I knew I was supposed to end it then and there, but I didn't. I couldn't. And now, I still know I should, but I dunno if I can. Or if I want to. What I do want is just for him to realize he's wrong. But there's the hypocrite in me, I need change, I've already realized I'm wrong.