Candace has been sleeping over for the past couple nights cause Mike is over. Candace's boyfriend, Mike is over. That really does hurt, although I'm glad for Candace. She's bringing the van tonight so maybe we'll go out. I haven't talked to Nathan in a while, but I suppose I should get used to it.

      Been watching sappy movies lately. Princess Bride and Romeo and Juliet. (aw so romantic) I haven't really done much else. I didn't go to Full Circle tonight... I don't even know what's going on with me anymore. Erin says he respects me as a Christian cause I don't force my views on anyone. But the truth is, I don't even know what my views are anymore.

      Scheryl and my mom went to Full Circle tonight though. Scheryl talked about how we can feel far away from God when we're disobeying him on something. And if we look back to when the feelings started, we can usually find the problem. I know exactly what I did when my feelings started, and I made a decision not to give it up. I don't even know what to do anymore except maybe I'll just... breathe.